I explained to you in the first chapter of this story that
we were able to receive readings during the week by any of our teachers at
Stansted Hall. I chose the spirit-aura
reading and that lead to the "experiment".
Because you will not be seeing the actual pictures in color, I will try
to describe them to you as I go along so you will be able to get a better
picture of what changes may be taking place at each sitting.
My Trip to Arthur Findlay College
Stansted,
The Experiment
Part 4 of 4
The Experiment
Part 4 of 4
The first picture is an
Aura analysis I had done in February 2004 while at the Augusta Spiritualist
Church in Maine. This was the basic analysis done by a woman who was not a
medium but did want to help prove energy changes by photographs of this type,
as she explained to me. The colors
denoted caring, healer, helpful, supportive and loving. At the time the reader, not knowing me,
stated that I should be doing more spirit communication because my top 4
Chakra's were much expanded and that blue was the color of communication. At that time I was already proving
continuity of life, at my center and at Spiritualist Churches as a Certified
Medium. I show this picture because it
is a basis of what would be shown later in 2006.
My "Golden Halo" picture
was part two of the experiment.
Remember I told you our teacher had chosen several students to do the
Friday evening service. Each class was
responsible for doing a Spiritualist Service.
I was chosen to be the message medium.
I was comfortable because I had been with these people all week, but I
was not comfortable giving messages "English Style". We were taught to give information a piece at a time until
someone recognized the spirit person wanting to communicate. Trying to prove
continuity this way was hard for me. I
do feel this sometimes when I am up on the podium giving messages in a church
service or gallery reading. I knew I
did well as far as the class was concerned but my teacher and I did know I
could do better. Maybe I was just
nervous. When I work this way, I call
this "pulling"; my inner being is not content.
I am glad this happened; it gave me insight into why I get that feeling
once in a while. Even though the
information was accurate, I was not happy with my Spirit communication.
This was the outcome of my "Golden Halo". The gold above my head denoted my extreme psychic senses and ability to communicate for spirit but at this time, not WITH spirit. I realized now why I get that "pulling" feeling at times. I was forcing the communication using my mind instead of allowing spirit to do the work. On the lower right of the picture you see the lighter color is violet, blue and green and that, I was told, was spirit trying to get into my mind to help and communicate. I was blocking spirit's help. The information I was giving the recipient was accurate although I felt uncomfortable giving it. I did not feel like I was working smoothly.
This experience really did help me in the evening when working for the WHOLE group, I was able to stop the "pulling" feeling and allowed myself to wait a little longer and go deeper into myself and meld with spirit's energy.
The communication was very "English Style". I took my time, did not rush and piece by piece the information came to me very easily and effortlessly. The message ended up being for my friend Patti Craig. We were told when this happened to explain that, although I knew Patti, I was not aware of who was trying to communicate with her. It turned out to be her father-in-law with a message about her concerns at home. I would have never gone to Patti in the States, especially as everyone in our classes knew the American who taught them the new word "Awesome" and her friend, me.
Spirit was truly working through me for Patti during this reading. She needed the message she received and I was the last message medium to work that evening. Although I was nervous and the temperature was about 95 with 95% humidity, I felt comfortable and knew how to get away from that "pulling feeling" I had earlier in the day. This also helped me to recognize when I feel I need extra help from spirit when working with them, so I ask for more.
This was the outcome of my "Golden Halo". The gold above my head denoted my extreme psychic senses and ability to communicate for spirit but at this time, not WITH spirit. I realized now why I get that "pulling" feeling at times. I was forcing the communication using my mind instead of allowing spirit to do the work. On the lower right of the picture you see the lighter color is violet, blue and green and that, I was told, was spirit trying to get into my mind to help and communicate. I was blocking spirit's help. The information I was giving the recipient was accurate although I felt uncomfortable giving it. I did not feel like I was working smoothly.
This experience really did help me in the evening when working for the WHOLE group, I was able to stop the "pulling" feeling and allowed myself to wait a little longer and go deeper into myself and meld with spirit's energy.
The communication was very "English Style". I took my time, did not rush and piece by piece the information came to me very easily and effortlessly. The message ended up being for my friend Patti Craig. We were told when this happened to explain that, although I knew Patti, I was not aware of who was trying to communicate with her. It turned out to be her father-in-law with a message about her concerns at home. I would have never gone to Patti in the States, especially as everyone in our classes knew the American who taught them the new word "Awesome" and her friend, me.
Spirit was truly working through me for Patti during this reading. She needed the message she received and I was the last message medium to work that evening. Although I was nervous and the temperature was about 95 with 95% humidity, I felt comfortable and knew how to get away from that "pulling feeling" I had earlier in the day. This also helped me to recognize when I feel I need extra help from spirit when working with them, so I ask for more.
The second picture I
call my "Rainbow" picture because it is full of color. This was the first picture I had taken in
England for my reading; this is the picture that began the experiment.
Rev. Thelma, the medium doing the reading, told me that there were many spirit people around me and she pointed to the area of white just above my head. I thought it looked like my loved ones were trying to form separately. This is the white layer just below the green layer at the top. Below the white layer of several orb type brighter white, there is blue.
I was told this is the communication from spirit and the gold and yellow just below the green showed I had learned quite a bit over the years in my search for truth. The bright pink - violet color on the right represented that the time is right for me to bring what I had learned in the past years to others and to develop my own way of teaching. I had started doing that too! It was at that point that we decided to do the "experiment".
Thelma described my father who had passed one year before my trip to Stansted, my paternal grandfather and my Aunt Rose. This reading gave me insight into things I had thought of, but had not managed to begin yet. It was also the first "communication" from my father through another person. The communication from my father, continued all week.
Rev. Thelma, the medium doing the reading, told me that there were many spirit people around me and she pointed to the area of white just above my head. I thought it looked like my loved ones were trying to form separately. This is the white layer just below the green layer at the top. Below the white layer of several orb type brighter white, there is blue.
I was told this is the communication from spirit and the gold and yellow just below the green showed I had learned quite a bit over the years in my search for truth. The bright pink - violet color on the right represented that the time is right for me to bring what I had learned in the past years to others and to develop my own way of teaching. I had started doing that too! It was at that point that we decided to do the "experiment".
Thelma described my father who had passed one year before my trip to Stansted, my paternal grandfather and my Aunt Rose. This reading gave me insight into things I had thought of, but had not managed to begin yet. It was also the first "communication" from my father through another person. The communication from my father, continued all week.
